sometimes i just wonder how it feels to fall in love.
i'm not implying that i'm in an unhappy relationship or that i do not love my baby, it's just that when you're in a long term relationship, you don't fall in love anymore. you're just in love.
what is it like to anticipate?
what is it like to play the game of hard to get?
what is it like to have butterflies in my stomach when "the guy" holds my hand?
what is it like to feel sad and disappointed when the guy doesnt call?
what is it like to feel angry and jealous when i see "the guy" checking out another girl?
what is it like to feel sad when both are in love but can't love?
what is it like?
when i think about all these questions, i think about baby.
i think about how we met,
how we tease each other,
how i got jealous,
how i anticipated,
how we held hands,
how we fell in love,
how we got thus far.
when i think of all these... i smile.
smile at the memory of falling in love.
too much drama.
no more!!!